Changes I've made: no relationship talk in two weeks, trying to GAL, being upbeat, happy, and as attractive as possible when he's around, acting like I'm "okay" with all of this, being supportive and interested in his life (being a friend), doing nice things for myself, learning to stay home and not run to stay with someone else every night so I don't have to be alone, trying not to initiate contact unless I have to regarding baby. I don't really know what I was asking either--just looking for encouragement I think. I know things won't be better overnight, but the wait is very difficult. I know none of us ever imagined being in these situations, but this has all just been a total shock to me and I'm dealing with someone that I used to know inside and out--now he's almost like a stranger. Thanks for just listening, though. I appreciate any and all feedback! :-)


M-32, WAH 32
D-7 months
Bomb of PA 9/25
WAH left 10/24
D Filed by WAH