In the process

[awest1217]

I went with the flow because I am working on mentally preparing myself for if he tells me that he is getting engaged or something. I think if I can hear that, handle it and not react then it means I am truly detached.

I would say really good if you don't react at all to that news. I know I would react no matter what. Right now I am having a hard time thinking about how OW will probably already take my spot at Thanksgiving with H's extended family and we are not divorced yet and neither is she. Anyway I would probably keep it together with H, but not alone. Also I don't think H would ever tell me.

With presents, I have three more things to get S, but definitely need to stop too. Have a great holiday!