Funny how I have gone from looking for signs that he's coming back to looking for signs that he isnt....just thinking.
When they do little odd jobs for you around the house. Its not a sign they are coming round...they just don't want to be seen as the bad guy...so they do good guy stuff...
When they lie to you or sound a bit mysterious, its because they dont want to hurt you, not because they are scared you'll run away if you knew the truth.
When they spend time with you, maybe its because they are just lonely and miss the comfort of having their best friend nearby, it doesnt mean they have snapped out of it.
These of the sort of things that put us on a rollercoaster...constantly analysing actions waiting for a sign.
There are no signs...you can NEVER assume you know what they are thinking.
We stay on the rollercoaster cause we are looking for hope, but by doing that when we find a shred of hope, we get our expectaions up...and THATS the problem.
I know the theory. Why can't I put it into practise.
I sound like a hellava confused nitwit right now dont I? Feel like one...argh....
