got home before h to get a few more things and went back to the hotel. i'm staying there for another couple days to regroup till the managment kicks me out before the holiday rush. don't know what to do about thanksgiving though not much in my m to be thankful for right now. im going in for a blood draw tomorrow for std. also to make an apointment with priest just for myself. i refuse to coddle because i feel my self getting angry now but don't want to show this to h, so thats why i'm staying away for a while.
