(((12))) Oh, noooo 12. I'm so sorry to hear you were bombed again, and am concerned for you. Lack of sleep's a bugger... if you find it's starting to become a problem, do try out some melatonin. My IC suggested it and it's been a godsend. I had my first full night of sleep last night in about 3 weeks; am still having the WEIRDEST dreams but hey, it was a night of sleep. I'll take it.
I can appreciate your reasons for not posting more details ... but do you have another support system? Someone or a group of friends who you're sharing your concerns with and who can provide you feedback and support?
PS I'd clean my car out this weekend if it weren't under about half a FOOT of snow!! Gaak! (wish there was a little emoticon that shivered and colored blue with frostbite!)
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
(wish there was a little emoticon that shivered and colored blue with frostbite!)