BR Update. Well folks the W is acting even more bizzare. Yesterday, I sent her an email at work to let her know her boss would be in a horrible mood. I then received and email from D at school in comp class. She said she wasn't feeling well. The school nurse called to tell me she thinks she will be ok. I called W to tell her. She wanted to know why she called me. The girl always has called me because she knows I can get to her anytime during the day if need be. Anyway, I told W I could pick the girl up at lunch and drop her at the house. W said no, she would do it. After a few hours, D calls from home checking in. I asked her how she felt. She said she toughed out the day. I asked her did her mom come to get her. Her reply was no. I don't know why W would say she would pick the girl up and not do it other than to make sure I didn't.
When I got home, S told me mommy was mad at me. He said the mommy can hear me and D whispering in my office. She told him she knows we're talking about her and this shyt will stop. He went on to say that mommy said I was brain washing the girl against her. Me and the girl do talk about things including mommy. I don't down her. Not that much. I don't defend her crazy behavior. In fact, 1 out of 5 conversations revolve around her. He then said she was mad because she was broke until pay and I should be giving her money. Her paranoia is getting out of hand I think.
Later, she came in hollering about her laundry. She asked who messed with it. I just shrugged my shoulders and said I didn't know who did it. She just yelled out "BR, CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE A STRAIGHT ANSWER OTHER THAN SOME SMART AZZ ANSWER"
I just sat there an went about my business for a little while and then left to meet a friend/customer for a drink. I did myself up a little bit because the lady was cute. I get back to find out W was mad at me again because I left. She told them I was mad at her for being mad at me. No not really. I had a chance to get out and make a couple bucks, have a drink and get away from the noise.
I don't know what is going on in her head. She's starting to act 10-96(local cop for crazy). Her paranoia and mood swings deft logic. I thought it may have something to do with her extra periods that only seems to last a day or so. I sometimes wonder if she's getting physical with someone. The last time we did it, for that matter most the time, she is very tight and I can't/don't continue.
Right now, her phone rings again, she's on the phone like a school girl talking to a guy. Or at least I assume it's a guy. I'm beginning to wonder if I want to try and make this thing work. With this crazy making and such, I don't know. My vow to God makes me want to try. However, I beginning to feel the need to free myself of her nonsense.
If she wants to cat around or do whatever, I can't stop her. I hope she does realize the damage she's doing with the kids. A friend of mine told me that she was doing the talking to her friend on the phone. She now is asking me if I will be going out on Friday. It seems she's going out with her buddy. Female that is and won't be home. She said she's not driving back from a neighboring town. She just said if I'm going out, the kids can watch themselves and call her friend 3 blocks away if anything comes up.
I don't know what to make of this latest development and RIGHT NOW, I don't think I really care what she does. To make things worse, Valentine's Day is coming up and BR is flashing back to the day. He's looking at the first thing W gave him for their first Valentine's Day, a pewter bi-plane on a crystal cut mirror. BR is a pilot and most things W gets him revolves around flying, golf, Nascar or Star Trek. I don't know what if any kind of card I will give her this year. I don't think I'll cook up a special dinner or take her out. I'm sure she would rather go and get something from her squeeze. Assuming I'm reading things right. For all I know, she's running a game on me.
All these emotions are hitting BR hard. I can't stand her sorry azz but on the other hand, I was worried sick about her yesterday when she failed to pick the kid up from school.
