Thinking of you, Lost. What a wonderful aunt, you have. It will get better, it will. Use the time your son is away from you to better yourself or take a break. Keep praying - whatever it is that gets you through your moments of pain. It's a process, I believe, and you have to stick to your guns.
Me 36; H 40 baby born in May M:13, T:15 Bomb (OW): Dec 09 began DBing: Feb WH overseas with OW old: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2027369#Post2027369
