very awkward and quiet when he came home tonight, so we barely spoke over dinner and it was mostly just "pass the salt." i wanted to talk to him but he went into the home office to go online. he was just watching stuff on youtube with his earbuds in and checking his email. after an hour or so, i went in and i asked him politely to turn the MAC off, so we could try to figure things out. he told me to go away. i told him that it was important and showed him my DR book. he grabbed it out of my hand and he tore it up. he tore it up! i am so shaken right now. i don't know what has happen to my h.
