Thanks for the prayers HP. I perked up a little after my first writing. There's a nice lady at work who seems to drift around to me when I'm pretty low and drop a little of the word on me. She was telling me that she feels the W is fighting her past as well as trying to find happiness from the outside not thinking that happiness begins from within. She was saying that W may feel let down because she feels I let her down in the happy dept. She said a little prayer and left with a smile and calm voice. When I' real down, she seems to come up and ask me how I'm doing. It was real help. I've noticed over the past few months, my writing skills suck. I guess this is one of the effects of stress.
Thanks again and I ask that a prayer be said for the W. I'm on the up cycle as far as the way I feel about her. It's a true roller coaster on both sides. I didn't hear from her today not even to thank me for xferring money to her account. I told her when the bills cycled out, I would give her half of what I had left. I guess I didn't do it for the thanks but nice word would have been nice.