I am fighting so hard to make sense of my own sitch.
Hey Zen ... just wanted to say hi ... let you know that I'm lurking and reading. I'm out of town with business and don't have much access to a computer ...
RE ^^^ ... sweetie ... STOP. It doesn't make sense. PERIOD. What I have figured out is that most things really do happen for a reason. In my sitch, this has been a golden opportunity for me to find ME. I would not have done the work without the bomb. I now know who I am ... don't get me wrong, I still have lots of work to do, but I am very clear on my path and on my core and on who I strive to be. For ME. For my kids.
Do I wish this could have happened without all of this ... of course. But that's not what happened. That's not the sitch I'm in. It is what it is. And I am moving forward, loving my life, loving myself, living my life ...
I have peace. Most days. lol.... but you know what ... I could be living the white-picket-fence, 2.5 kids, honda civic in the driveway perfect life dream ... and there would still be crappy days. Sh!t still happens.
You are doing amazing well my friend. Keep steppin' ... keep moving ... keep moving ...
Peace PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
