Did get opp to do anything with W when she came in. She came in straight on complaint about my locking the garage door and how it doesn’t need to be locked. I’ve locked that door for 4 years. Why is it such an issue. W was talking through the door to D telling her that her friend (female) will do some shopping for needed stuff. She was talking so I could hear her. I think this was a way to hurt me by saying I have someone else looking out for the kids. That or she’s borrowing money.
This morning was another repeat of the past few except this time, I buried my head between pillows so her noise would have not effect although I heard her anyway. This time, she comes over and starts dropping cloths on the bed in an effort to wake me. Of course, she turns of coffee pot again.
I think I’m just going to ask her straight out to say what’s on her mind rather than these childish games. They’re getting tiring quickly. Came back from lunch a little lower than when I left. Things triggered sadness such as the couple I had lunch with. They were talking about silly monster movies but were cool with each other. BR hates happy couples right now. I saw a playground behind a housing addition and thought of the kids and how she may play games with them. Now, I get to go to a meeting that will be nothing more than a harangue. Say a prayer for BR so he can get through the rest of the day. It feels as if the world is against BR today. He’s knows this isn’t true but that’s how he feels RIGHT NOW.
