Ryan was not good this morning again. I just didn't have the heart to post it. I had talked to the ICU when I got up and he was still convulsing. Same when I arrived. Finally they upped one of the sedatives and gratefully this afternoon he settled down for a couple of hours. I decided to leave as I was exhausted and had spoke to both drs involved. They remain hopeful but frustrated. It is so weird for me as one by one, ICU staff introduce themselves and tell me they were working when Ryan at age 4 came into the ICU. They all tell me it was the worst day our ICU ever saw (the drs were fighting about Ry) and that they rarely ever got a child in the ICU. It was really weird for me. Even today's nurse was his nurse then. And she sits at his bedside all morning.
Let's pray that the seizures STOP. he is breathing on his own yet still hooked up to a ventilatore for safety. With seizure control he can get out of ICU>
