I woke up today missing my H. Not thinking about how wrong this is. Not thinking about what he has done. Just missing him. Missing us. Missing our friendship. Wish I could reach out. Wish I could reconnect, but know I can't.

Going to take my girls to get our nails done tonite while S is at practice. I know S will appreciate missing the trip. Then we'll have dinner as a family of four and face the weekend with NOTHING on the schedule (except hair cuts) - YEAH!!!

"Do not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness." - James Thurber