lost,

take it from me you will get through this and it will work out the way it is supposed. we have had some parallel things. example, kids lighting up when dad comes around, the home refinance, i was even without a car for a while.

you know in time like 3-6 months the money part did get a little better to where i was not stressing so much about it, got my home refinanced, got a car, i work a little more, working on getting aphone, still no cable, i don't think i will get it either. we just watch dvds if we want.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline