Thanksgiving is next week and it is really starting to hit me, this is the first major holiday since the STBXH left the house and filed for divorce.
In years past we would split the day lunch time at my family and dinner at his. I love his family, his mother invited both of us to thanksgiving dinner, I talked to the H last night and he said he would feel awkward if I was there.
I just feel so lost. He wants me to just drop off the Girls without getting out of the car.
Hopefully this first one is the worst ad it will be less painfull in future years. He wanted the divorvce, but I feel like I am the one being punished.
Me:43 H:43 T:20 YRS M:15 YRS Bomb: 6/9/08 Bomb#2 7/6/10 Served with papers at work 7/13/10 DD:14, DD:11
