Can't seem to get a grip on the fact that I will soon be D'd. I am excited about it to a point, and terrified at the same time. I guess this is natural.
I do still keep working on my R. It's in me. I don't know how to stop. We have 2 weeks until mediation.
At my last Divorce and Support Care meeting again it was emphasized to take responsiblity and apologize for your part of the breakdown, even if it is very small. And do what you can to keep trying. It brings peace. Which is what I want ultimately--I know when I speak about this to anyone that I already have a lot of peace about it--anyone that knows me KNOWS I worked so hard. I have to work on myself this hard some day.lol.
So back to GAL and all of that--I have no plans for this weekend--how did THAT happen?? That is a recipe for depression for SURE!! H is working, I could have done anything I wanted to! ugh!
