Hey HP. The babes trying to get BR was a real PMA boost. I still have it. And they weren't too bad looking either. Today, a jiggly girl came to BR's cube to talk about the party and how he should have danced with her. BR was happy to say the least. Have I mentioned it's been a long time???

After all is said and done, I would rather have my jiggly girl. Maybe not with the faults. I've been on a up and down ride. W is up to her bad money management ideas. There will be blow back. I've had mood swings most of yesterday.

Last night, I was with "more of the same" behavior. I was on a down swing and needy if you know what I mean. I was smoking in the garage with a glass of Christmas cheer when the W came out. She asked what was wrong. Instead of coming straight out, I did my famous "nuthin." She of course told me she could tell I was lying and tried to get in. She stopped trying and went in. She came back out a little later and tried again. I was stuck in my little funk so I told her "this and that" was bothering me. She commented that at least she got a litte more than the last time.

Once I crashed, I could have kicked myself in the azz. One of her complaints was I don't open up. I closed up on her and let her sit out there. I should have told her what I was funky about including the need for....... I guess I should know better than that. If I had opened up, I would have shown change.

My cube buddy at work told me I should be happy she cared enough to try and find out what was up with me twice. We'll see what happens tonight. She called off her second job and is home tonight. I wonder if I should make a move knowing her crimsom visitor is still in town I did that when I broke out of my fog and wanted to touch her this summer. It was surprising how quickly her visitor was gone.

More to follow.......