Yesterday I hit, what felt like, rock bottom. Since finding out about my husband's affair, my life has started to unravel. When he decided that he wanted to leave I have been a constant state of panic - how can I afford to keep my house and still make payments on bills. I know a house is a material thing, but in the midst of everything I have given up, it just seems like putting it on the market right now would be the one thing that pushes me over the edge. I have been in the process of trying to refinance the house, in my name, which would be my chance to possibly be able to stay in the house. Yesterday, I found out that my car, which is probably only worth 3,000 at best, needs 3,800 worth of repairs. I felt like my world was caving in. I cannot afford to make a car payment and keep my house unless I get the house refinanced. If I get a new car, I won't be able to get the house refinanced b/c my debt to income ratio will be too high. I do not have the money for 3800 in repairs.
Yesterday, I thought how much more can I handle, God? So I prayed. I have never been willing to accept money from anyone, but I prayed to God that if anyone offered me money to help me out I would accept it. Today, I got phone call from my dad saying that I would be receiving a check in the mail from my great aunt. I just needed to take a moment to say God is so good!
