I know how you feel. I have suffered from depression for many years. my lawyer sent the d papers to my h last week without me oking it. I felt like i was going to have a nervous breakdown. I called h yesterday and told him " i told lawyer not to send it but he did anyway, I dont want that now because i have to focus on helping our son with school". I just couldn't go thru with it, I couldn't handle that emotionally. I have been sober for 16 yrs and I felt like i wanted to drink today. I just want to escape from this pain. it has been going on for so long. Hope you and son are ok.
