HP. Just an update. I took a step back to observe for little baby steps and signs. I think I see a couple of them. When she comes in to talk and I'm in the bed, she is now sitting on the bed to talk. She's sitting on her side now as well. Yesterday, she refered to the bed as my side/her side rather than "your bed." She sent a little cartoon that was funny and gave me a little in as far as a suggestion. I volunteered for an assigment(of course sexual). Her reply was "hmmmmm no but nice try." But she ended it with a smiley face. I guess she didn't have to respond or could have said no. I'll keep suggesting but her friend that visits her every month is still here. The reason I write this is your advice told me to be ready to be brushed off. So I took it in stride.
Before I go. Here's a dream I had with her in it last night. It seems she was like a mob boss with goon all around me. She came to wake me up to say I there was someone in the house and to grab my gun(s). She had one which was odd. Well I get tricked onto a shelf where she told me I would have to stay or else her goons would get me. My guns turned out to be loaded with blanks. She took me off the shelf and made a sexual move and then threw me back. She told me I couldn't leave/ couldn't move on her/but had to keep trying or I would get wasted. Strange dream to say the least. What's your take? I'm sure it will be the same as mine.
