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[old theotherhalf]

Hi old DB supporters/friends. Good to see you all here. First of all I want to thank each and every one of you for your part in supporting me during the hardest part of my life. Each of you were a blessing and I really don't know how I would have gotten through those days without you there.
As each of you have said "it has been a long haul". 3 years in August for me as well. WOW is a good word for it all. So many horendous times, and yet I'm still here standing as tall as I can. I made it! Ex is still spinning and my guess he will continue for the rest of his life. It's sad and through it all I still feel compasion for what he's going through. Even though I believe it could have been sooo different IF he could have done things different. Unlike the rest of you I DO regret alot of how I handled things. But as close as H and I were, I don't know how I could have handle things differently. The Bomb did litterly floor me. As well as my D (now 19). She continues to have issues from all of it. I pray that in time she will be able to put it all aside and move on.
God bless each and every one of you. Life does go on....
TOH