It does make sense Habit.

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I have been mentally abusive as my father was to my mom and myself.


This makes me think it was not just your marriage that was the source of this.

Communication is a key here, not being able to communicate means that it not just you not being able to show love, but to express yourself.


Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis

Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK

TRUST THE PROCESS - Cadet