How do I keep acting happy around him when one part of me just wants to inflict as much bodily harm on him as I can? I'm trying to deal with changing bills into my name today, and it's flat-out impossible to do at a lot of companies. So now I get to deal with a two-day television outage because HE decided to move out and the satellite contract is in his name. I get to answer the questions from the kids, to explain why they don't get to see Daddy every day. I have to explain to our friends/acquaintances that we aren't together anymore when they ask about him (he hasn't even told most of the people he works with). I don't get to spend half of the time with the kids because HE wasn't willing to work on our marriage anymore. I'm sooo angry....
