Question about arguing

[FindingMyVoice]

Hi FMV!
Long time no talk! I have been off the boards for a while now still working on myself and making a lot of progress.

12! You have no idea how great it was to see your post this morning. Couldn't have come at a better time, thank you for that. I'm so happy too, to see you continue to work on yourself and gain your old confidence and esteem - to find yourself again. That's great news.

The last few weeks have been rough ones for me indeed, so hearing about your progress sure lifts my spirits. I'm really glad that I did all the work on my M that I did this spring, because I sure need a soft place to land these days and the M work has helped create that for me. Since Oct, my IC and I have been starting to touch on the old issue - well, she said that traumatized me - when I was younger. It's been so painful and scary. Since I went home a few weekends ago, my sleep's been disturbed to the point that she told me to start taking melatonin, and if that doesn't work it sounds like it will be antidepressants. And each time I visit home the relationships in my family, and my role in it, bring it all that crap back to the surface again. But I can't not go home because my dad's so ill. Gosh, you're not rambling I am. This isn't even DB stuff so who even knows if it will get edited by the mods. Sorry. Another bad night of sleep and I turn into a blathering idiot. Anyways, sorry for the mind-dump. That's certainly not how I wanted to welcome you back but I just wanted to get this out of my head right now. I hope it helps me concentrate on work today; my head's been such a mess.

Anyways, putting my thinking head back on you're certainly right I like your comments. I've got to run, privacy is a question mark at the moment. Thanks for listening. FMV.