Quote: If that's true it is really good. Start acting like it is right now!! If not perhaps this will help her to realise it would be a good decision.
Seems like a shame you cannot trust your W. I suppose that trust is a thing that will have to be rebuilt. It's true your W has problems, but is she really that manipulative? Would she pretend to love you and then completely screw you over? You need to think about that.
I'm half way believe that she did mail this stuff in. She's in the businss world and knows that a fax is better in these situations. The other night, she said she didn't have an idea which way I would swing and she wanted to wait until the last minute. My contact at the court said it could be stopped within a couple hours of the hearing or WE could just not show. We'll see.
W is pulled so tight she's going to snap soon. Yesterday during the morning, I felt a vibe coming from her. A lot of confusion and angst. It stayed with me until early afternoon. I was tempted to call and should have but I thought she was mad as she didn't reply to my emails(I put in the wrong email addy as I just got them back today). It turns out her blood pressure spiked and she fell out. It took a couple hours to get it squared away. Later in the afternoon, I felt her let down and dissapointed and said.I nearly shed a tear. She just told something she wanted wasn't what she was led to believe it would be and may be worse for her. Job related. Later, I felt a fear spike in her. She just told me she had problems on her 2nd job with a crazy guy. I sometimes wish she could feel me as much as I feel her. She says she doesn't and hasn't for awhile. I do something silly like send waves down the connection to her.
As the world turns Blackrook style I guess. I'm off a day or two next week. I was thinking of putting together a basket type thingy for her and just drop it past her job. I don't think I'll stay and may not take credit for it but it's the thought not the glory I reckon.
