GW gave me a shout that youre struggling with NC! OMG its so hard isnt it.. But it sounds like its paying off for you.
I NC'd my H for about six weeks before his nose got the better of him lol. It can be used as one of the biggest 180's ever.. I was a serial panicker so for me to disappear off radar and also my S(22) obviously telling him I was fine, got him wondering what the heck had happened to me.
Have a bit of a read and I will try and read through yours and get up to date. I am in the uk so not sure whether Im ahead or behind you so dont panic if I dont reply straight away I will get back to you when I can, and when GW's not bending my ear (only joking GW)!
This is the hardest thing you will ever do but boy regardless of whether you succeed in getting your H back you will grow into the woman you were meant to be as a bonus!
Take care
Rabbit x
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!