Journaling -

Received an email from H asking me to attend to something in business that he usually does....obviously he can't do it as he is away visiting OW.

I'm beyond getting upset about it, just going to respond OK and do it I guess....

Feeling alone, overwhelmed with all the crap that I have to deal with no help from him at all.....business, household, lawyer, job hunting, house sale, money issues, D's graduation, university applications, school volunteering....and the list goes on....also with so many things up in the air right now, hard to make decisions for the future....very frustrating

But enjoying being with my D, spending as much time with her as I can...concentrating on being the best mom I can be under the circumstances....


M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO