Beyond Depression..but still a losing battle?

[Lucky11too]

I know. It's definitely unsettling when I don't know his motives behind it. Yes, it could just be a question (H wanting to know if he can "trust me" not to snoop on him or something), but I'm with you, that more than likely, there's a reason behind it. It's just weird though, besides that comment and the previous years happenings that has me down, things have been going well. Last night, was opening night for comedy night at H's new place. Alot of H's family went and H wanted to know if I was going to come as well. Despite being tired (from S up crying the previous night), I went for a while. It's weird. He was very happy to see me and gave me a hug, and then despite being busy with the helping with the show, he would come by talk briefly and be touchy - put his hand of my leg or my shoulder. It's nice, yes, but this PDA stuff is so new to me with him (well new for the last 2-3 years, before that he did of course). It seems all positive that he wants to publically acknowledge that he's with me. So, I don't know what to make of it all. Still some red flags, but also a lot of positive momentum.