I not only lost my wife this year, but it looks like i am losing my son. That hurts more than anything, i have struggled so hard to get my wife to come home and be a family and now that ive failed, my son wants to go. I know he is dealing with this his own way. But it doesnt make it any easier. He said he would like to be living with his dad as soon as he can.
After all this, i cant win. I cant keep everything going and i just feel LOST, like i want to crawl in my hole and never come out.
