I hear you there PB. I am in same boat with W. She has given me all access, tells me she loves me. Gave me a key to her place. All seems good but it nags at me that she did hook up with another guy. We have plans for Thanksgivng and her Son's wedding but she wants no PDA at the wedding because she had told her family we were kaput! But I will look so good after a couple drinks she will be all over me!! Keep your chin up and radar going!!