I also meant to mention that the topic of our 8th Anniversary came up...and I told my wife that I was trying to plan a short getaway - to which she told me we could just go out for dinner. So I'm not exactly sure what that means.

She also commented during the evening (as we went out with the kids). Has everyone noticed something different with Dad? To which she followed with "He is speaking with a nicer tone".

So at times I feel like even the small changes I am making for myself are having some positive effect.

Tonight is our last night home together, my W is working the next 4 straight nights.

It hurts so much...


Me - 34
W - 33
M - 8 years
T - 15 years
D7, D5, D2
Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY"
W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011