Are you thinking of an A because you feel your H isn't doing it for you any more? Or are you just bored?
What you're experiencing is an emotional affair and I can tell you firsthand that it's the most hurtful thing you could do to your spouse.
Give the attention you give to the guy at work to your husband. You might say "oh but my H doesn't understand", "this guy is my soulmate", "we connect on so many levels", etc. We've heard it all.
Fact is what you're experiencing is an addiction and that "RUSH" you feel is a fix. There are a few women on here who have gone through what you have and found it not to be the perfect situation that you fantasized about. My W is one.
She thought her OM was the greatest thing in the world. Then he turned out to be a crazy loon ala Mel Gibson style.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
