Welcome to this community. I'm sorry you are going through this pain.
Please think long and hard about your goals. Your actions will be part of determining the outcome...reacting to your initial feelings may not get you to your goal.
Also....pay more attention to his actions than his words....words will give you LOTS of mixed signals.
The affects of divorce are wide reaching. So are the affects of a loving marriage....and you can nurture that...you can attain it. Don't be afraid of little efforts...that is how you grow the relationship....little things that all of a sudden 'snowball'.
