I have already reported the emails. I have saved all of them.
She flipped out again today about something and she called me, of course she doesnt want to be with me, but she is taking my advice from 8 months ago and she is living with friends until she can get her own place. She is going to work on her. She shouldnt have moved in with OM, she shouldnt have brought the kids to his place but its too late, she loves him. She isnt going to live there, but she will still date him and work on herself. Oh, and she cant make her visits with the kids as she has no way to get them and anywhere to take them. She wont take the kids to OM home any more. Here is the icing on the cake, SHe doesnt want me out of her life. I asked her if we close this chapter and move on with the divorce. She doesnt want that, she doesnt see why we have to get a divorce just because she has decided she doesnt want to be with me.
Can i please just say WTF!
i am ranting, but only on here. keeping as much emotion away from her as i can. I apologize if i do it often over the next little while. This time is harder emotionally then before, and i dont know why. I am really struggling now and i cant explain why so hard now then it was 8 months ago. thanks for listening
