Thank you GW!!! I needed that "slap in the face" ( and I mean that in a good way, to bring me back to reality and out of the fantasies.
Hmmm... Battery out of the phone -- great idea!
Thanks Sandi, I know... I know... Got to let go of my drug. Just like crack, causes more harm than the high is worth.
I think H really noticed something was up with me when I went out of the blue to that counseling appointment all the way in the city yesterday. Kinda like ... What's up??? Seems to be there for me a bit more today.
I scheduled Lasik eye surgery for Thursday... So that should keep me preoccupied this week, and is a big self-care issue that I've been putting off for a year.
Keep those words of reality coming my way... I figure if I can make it 3 days, the worst will be over...? I hope. T
