well let's see... I'm sad and scared and unsure and I wish things could be different, but they're not.
I accept the fact that I am not in control and never have been. Only the good Lord knows what he has in store for me and I can finally say with some excitement (? maybe not the right word) that I am ready to see what is next.
Our house goes on the market Saturday morning. I have no idea where the boys and I will live once it sells. But I trust that the right place will be available when needed.
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
It's been a year and a week since my Divorce Care class ended. Yesterday we all got together and opened the envelopes that contained what we no longer want and what we hope to have in our lives. It was a good day.
A little nervous for tomorrow, but not too bad {yet}
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
Well at least it was just something simple like that and will be rescheduled soon. I was afraid your STBXH was throwing up last minute roadblocks due to the settlement. Still takes a certain amount of emotional strength to prepare for "the day" and then to have it not happen has to be upsetting.
Hi NNP, I just read your thread which caught my eye b/c of your title. It its exactly how I feel! And, I am also on the verge of my D becoming final, Dec. 3 to be exact.
I am changing my name too, back to my maiden name though! We don't have kids so that isn't an issue. I'm Irish too so I love that you're taking a whole new name based on your heritage!
Just want to lend my support, you sound strong and sounds like you are moving in an exciting new direction. And the setbacks that feel like you're back to day 1 - been there & it 's really discouraging. But remember you are progressing, you totally are. What helped me w it was talking to my IC.
