I'm already protected. Not much else I can do on that part. She used me to make her feel good about herself and then suckered me for cash. what the hell was i thinking.
I feel like i am back at square one with my emotions right now. She played me and she knows she can. I dont know what to do and i am really lost. I really dont want to go home. I dont think i even have it in me to be strong for my kids at the moment.
I feel like giving up on it all. Its like im juggling and i keep dropping another ball.
I am not afraid of being alone, I can deal with that. I dont know how to describe what im feeling. I have spent the better part of the day in my office crying. Some man i have become.
Who ever is sending these emails is getting more hurtful. They are being sent to my work email so I dont have the luxury of blocking them.
