Trying to save my M. W not really trying though.

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Okay, I haven't been on here in a long, long time...but I thought I'd give an update.

Since W moved out last Halloween, we've been living separate lives. Not once in the past year have we discussed our M. Our only discussions have concerned our son. He's adjusted very well, btw. Although I sometimes miss the "idea" of being married, I am fully detached from my W & have adjusted to my new schedule with my son. From what I understand, my W is still "sneaking around" with her out of state, married co-worker...and I've reached the point where I don't even care. If anything, I'm a little embarassed to have been married to someone capable of such behavior.

Well ,the combination of hitting the 1 year anniversary of our S and my 40th b-day got me in the mindset of wanting to "start over" and "get my life back" so I brought up the subject of divorce to W last week. We seem to be on the same page & we're meeting w/ an attorney on Friday.

So, D was not busted. But I thank all of you for the support you gave me last year as I was going thru the most difficult period of my life. I hope to eventually reach the point where I'm willing to open up my heart and get into another serious relationship. I'm not there yet...maybe some day.
Again, thank you for being there for me. I wish all of you the best.