Thank TAMF and Eric.

Not much to update. More of the same. I'm doing okay though despite all the craziness. I am very accepting of who I am and where my life is right now and I am making the very best of it that I can.

H...strangely was reaching out to me via text late night all last week. I suppose looking for answers. I reiterated that I don't have his answers. That he has them and needs to find them within himself. Now he's back on the blaming me for everything rant.

I'm tired. But I know I am not to blame. Just tired of getting it beat into my head all of the time.


Me-40 H-41
M: 10 yrs T: 12
S9/D5
ILYBINILWY - Separated: 01/06
Reconciled: 08/06
H depressed again: 02/10
Separated again: 9/17/10