Yea I was hoping that if I started dating again that it would help me move farther down the road, that it would give me someone else (or a few someone elses for a while ;p) to dream about. It just hasn’t turned out that way so far. The dates are nice; but a night out for coffee doesn’t just replace 12 years of memories.
And so far I haven’t really clicked with anyone; I was so much easier when you’re a teenager or young 20 something. If you had a fun time on the rollercoaster together than you clicked. Now it’s complicated by things like; do you have kids; do they have kids, where are the kids; sorry can’t go out Friday cause I have the kids; where do you work; is it an upwardly mobile job; Will this person like “everything” I like cause I’m too old to waist my time; ect ect. Some times its like going on a job interview.
