Well its 3am another night with out sleep.

I got an email this afternoon that I can assume came from OM (it was from a hotmail account) telling me to pretty much Foff and leave W alone. The email was hurtful and very specific. I forwarded it to W and asked her to explain. She said she wasnt sure who sent it, but they were right. She was at the OM house.

So I went to the OM house and was quite vocal about the situation. OM was to afraid to come to the door, and when she came outside, I looked at her and told her to give me my money. That she played me for a fool and I wanted the money back.

She tried to talk to me, she said this wasnt what she wanted. She was there to talk with OM that she was getting a job and until then she was going to stay at a friends. She was going to get her own place. I looked her straight in the eyes and said she was full of sh@#. I said she used me to feel better about herself and then she used me to get money and get rid of some of her stress.

She told me she didnt use me, that she really wants to be my friend. That i have been such a major part of her life for so long. She doesnt want to be with out me in her life. I told her she was fu#$ed in the head, and I hated her.

So i pretty much left it at that. I also told her i would be to the house everyday after work until she gave me every penny that she owes me.

So not my finest moment, but come on, when is enough enough. so now my journey begins again. I ask myself if i do hate her, and the sad part is, im starting to.

So i am looking for some help now from the experts. whats next


M-34, W-33
SS14, SS13, S8, D6