Yes, I feel worn down.
I feel very lonely right now.
I feel hopeless.
I feel angry.
At times I still feel disbelief.

I KNOW he does not deserve to be with me, especially this alien. It is just so hard to let go of all of the hopes and dreams I had for our future. It is hard to believe after all we went through to be together, this is how it ends.

(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."