Lost, when I read your posts, I feel like I could have written them myself. It is completely crazy that we have to feel this way while they appear to have no problem at all moving on and having nothing to do with us. The whole "dark" thing -- I think my H actually is happy that I am not bugging him and just letting him enjoy his new life with his new girlfriend. I'm pretty certain that if I never spoke to him again it wouldn't bother him in the least! UGGGG!!!! Keep going day by day. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger -- right?? My 16 year old daughter keeps quoting me "What lies behind you and what lies ahead of you pales in comparison to what lies within you." Be strong!!
M 41 H 41 D16 S 15 D 12 D 10 S 9 M 17 yrs OW Jan. 03 - May 04 S Dec. 03 - May 04 R May 04 - Apr 10 OW Apr 10 S Aug.10 ** H wants LS and D **
