I'm making it through this somehow, but I'm still letting myself get into obsessive behavior regarding the wife.
I bought a new Hugo Boss black suit this week, and am attending several Xmas parties Friday and Saturday. I'm gonna be one handsome pimp daddy, so God help me if the wolves come prowl my way. I don't feel that I'm truly exclusive to my wife, even though that's what we agreed to in counseling last week. If she's not being exclusive, why should I?
I'm sure that all will be fine this weekend. I just need to, I think, focus on keeping myself happy and positive as much as I can. I still want resolution in this marriage, dammit!! I'm impatient. We have our next counseling meeting Friday afternoon. Can't wait!!!!!! The last one was a disaster.
Love ya, and have a good one today. Let me know if I can help your situation in any way.
