Just posting blow of some steam....

I had the most heartwrenching thing happen tonight....

My wife wanted to go out, so she asked if I could watch the boys, and of course I jumped at it.

We went out to eat, we stopped at the grocery store, picked them up some stuff for little boys, then came home to my house to play.

I was reading the boys a story and didn't hear the wife beep, so she came to the door and I told her to come in....and she acted like I was harvesting a plague in the house we lived in for 10 years....but she came in.

She asked the boys to get ready and my 5 year old started to cry, he wanted her to stay and goto sleep with him...."In his house"

He cried and begged and pleaded for us to stay together....I felt my heart break.

My wife coldly said he was tired, and asked what lines am I feeding to these kids (which was nothing, I enjoy my time with them, and don't discuss her).

She showed no emotion, none, she just was cold and wanted to leave.

My kids are heartbroke, I am heartbroke....and her? Nothing....

*sigh*


M-38
W-37
T-16,M-11 (Oct 30,1999)
S-5
S-2
Wife left 7/4/2010

"When life hands you a lemon, say, 'Oh yeah, I like lemons! What else ya got?"
— Henry Rollins