Hate to answer a question with a question, but how are YOU doing? I'm more concerned about you these days. I'm staying in touch with Corri as well, and keeping tabs on her family situation.
Today, I'm feeling like I'm catching a cold. As for the marriage, I'm down again. The weekend, as you read, was great, but I went to the wife's last night to drop off the daughter, and stayed to chat with the wife for a bit. I think she grows a bit weary of my talking. While I said a lot of good things to her on Sunday, she wants to be patient to ensure that I mean business. She doesn't trust that I do. I told her that we want the same things....security, safety, someone to love us, appreciate us, respect us....that we're basically after the same goal. She admits that it's a two-way street, but I feel like she is just not into it. I'm starting to get impatient. I want results, and I feel like I'm the only one extending myself. She says some good things, but her actions, sometimes, indicate otherwise. I truly wonder today if she can ever let me into her heart. Do I really want to keep beating a dead horse? I still feel like she does not love me, so why bother. I don't need to see her until tomorrow night, when I drop our daughter off again, so I don't plan to call her between now and then. I'm so sick of this up-and-down stuff. I'd rather invest in a new relationship, or at least that's what I'm thinking.
Enought about me.....what's going on with your decision? Have things changed, or are you proceeding with finding a lawyer and moving down a new road? You sound good on your posts; I just hope you're really doing okay. I'm always available via email or phone if you need me. It's nice to have SOMEONE to talk to when the anxiety strikes.
