Most everyone thinks I'm crazy for wanting W back. My ultimate goal, would be to have a real M, with the family whole and healthy. That said, I have my doubts it will happen... But that is my dream. I have seen interest in me by women, it helps ease the pain. I do talk as friends with women, and they know I want my M to workout. It feels good to be noticed and wanted, it's tempting when your situation seems hopeless especially when you know W is dating.