Cagz Yes although things are still not well understood, the road of the mlcer seems very typical. at the end and this far along it seems many of them are still folloing the same sort of path basically to nowhere- at the start, I guess i wondered what would happen--now it is much clearer,whta actully does happen to the mlcer. Glam nice to see you! Yes, I also believe what you say one day xh will reappear wanteing to see the kids, although they may be grown by then I do not regret any of my actions through the crises nothing I would have changed in me except what I did and im so grateful I followed the db path b/c I think I got what i wanted..not what I thought I wanted b/c I thought I wanted xh back..God knew what would be best for me and hopefully xh will find his way back to God and maybe a distant friendship with me I would never go back ever--never thought Id say that peace
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