Moving Forward

[Lotus]

That sounds good GW. It's hard to keep the doubts from closing in, especially when you are alone. But just as in other aspects of life, if you believe you can do something, you can. And doubts don't help you at all.

[evolve35]

Hi GW, finally found your REAL thread:)

Hang in there. Thinking about you and sending you positive thoughts.

You made it through day 1. Congrats.

[flowmom]

Day 1 -- good for you.

GW, please take some time to recharge your batteries and do something for GW. It's understandable that you're focusing on W and signs from her, but in order to feel strong within yourself (and incidentally attractive to her) you need to draw energy from outside your marriage and family. She is drawing energy from travelling and the stimulation of whatever she is doing. When you reunite, you want her to be intrigued about what you did, and you don't want to be stuck in "waiting for her to come home" mode.

[gutwrenching]

Oh outstanding advice/reminder flowmom...thank you

[evolve35]

How is day 2 going?

[gutwrenching]

So far so good. Had a great run today at lunch, really felt great, re-energized me. No anxiety. Little bit of nervousness not much. Got a nice note from W this morning.

[sandi2]

When is she scheduled to return?

[gutwrenching]

Thursday evening

[gr8 day 2B alive]

Hey gut, I'm still folowig along. Keep the good spirits up!
gr8

[gutwrenching]

Today tougher...I'm fighting it...but being honest...hitting me today even though last night was positive...