Zen,
I am sorry you had to figure it out this way and realize this tonight.
You are still a superhero, you just ran into a little kryptonite tonight.
You did not fail your baby. He is her dad and will take care of her.
Nothing has changed. You knew there was OW. You can not control the situation, that is really the hardest part, right? Focus on what you can control. Get your emotions together before he returns with her. Wait and let your emotions die-down before confronting etc.
Put away your cell phone, especially while you are on sleeping pills. Take it apart if you have to!


(Formerly blgp)
Me-35
H-33
Married 4 yrs
Together 9 yrs
"Bomb" 8/1/10
Separated 8/6/10
D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11

"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."